WOW.... I haven't started applying for internships really until this week. I know it's REALLY late, but I hope to still get one. Are they that hard to get? They are unpaid after all. I've applied to about 5 by email. I hope they email me back.... and I also wonder how long it takes for them to email back and how many applicants they get.


Ugh, this sucks T.T..... It's because I really didn't know how to make my resume and portfolio and I procrastinated until last week. But that's no excuse I guess.

Oh, and I figured out what I "am" at college. I'm an indecisive perfectionist. Yup, that's me :).

I want everything to be perfect, so that when I feel overwhelmed, I put it off (procrastinate). I also tend to be disorganized, and end up not doing anything instead of "just doing it." It's "all or nothing" thinking. My dad helped me look it up "indecisive perfectionist" online. -_-;; lol.

Oh, the things one can learn about oneself in college.

Hey, does anyone have an internship/job???? can anyone give me some tips on how to get one/the process?? I'm really shy, I don't have a lot of experience, but I feel that I have a good portfolio (for a sophmore xD).

Thanks!

(I'm sorry I'm never on LJ anymore..... I'll may be on more over the summer now -especially if I don't get a job/internship-)

PS - on a happier note, I've decided that I want an asian haircut xD. I had the Japanese magazine Cutie and Japanese Seventeen. My sister and I found haircuts that we want to try. Kyaaaa <3333.. So excited. I think we're getting the haircuts on saturday. I'll post a picture of it ;)

 OMG!!!!!!! Almost all my final projects are due this week and I've been really behind so I have to do A LOT!!! 

Argh... don't know where to start. maybe by listing my homework and what's due:

What's due this week:
Mon - 2 Illustrations (but i decided to skip, because i just couldn't do it!)
Tues - Life in a Day Book, min 5 page Art Hist paper
Wed - Magazine spread, typography presentation about Post-Modernism
Thurs - Finished version of my CD designs, Finished 6 months of the calendar designs
Fri - Progress on my advertisements

Yeah, so I skipped today's Illustration class! it's the first time i skipped this semester. I really wanted to be able to say: "I went to EVERY class this semester :)"

So now i have to write my Art Hist paper and finish my Life in a Day Book (both of which i didn't start yet). Oh man... hopefully i'll survive this week without too much disappointment.

Also, I'm gonna call someone for an internship. I'm so nervous!!! *uncomfortable* I'm a very shy person, so talking on the phone with someone in order to promote myself is pretty difficult.

On a happier note, while procrastinating, I decided to start watching Darker Than BLACK. OMG it's SOOO GOOD! i only saw the first 2 epis though. i LOVE the OP song. Abingdon boys school rock!

I currently have a new "obsession." It's Polyvore, the collaging/fashion website xD. Here are 2 sets that I made:


I'm cultivating my sweet dreams this spring. - by lovelydawn on Polyvore.com

( Here's the 2nd set! )
Yeah, this website helps keep me awake when I have to do homework... it also distracts me from my homework LOL.

But anyway, if anyone is interested in the artsy side to fashion / interior design or just plain old collaging, this website is so fun xD. Or if anyone has an account already, please tell me your username! :D

POLYVORE ♥♥

I got a Bamboo Fun Medium Tablet for Christmas!!!! Here's an attempt at art using my tablet <3.


( Here's my tablet artwork!!! )
LOL. do you like it?! xD i tried...... hahahhaha ♥ What do you think of this sketchy master piece? xD

I just bought this wool coat yesterday in black. Do you like it???? I'm having second guesses because my hair is already black, and it's a bit basic and boring.... But it still looks nice when i put a colorful scarf and gloves on. 

Do you think a weird color coat would be better?? But then everyone needs a basic black coat for formal events right?? But then i'm in art school and i feel a bit boring compared to everyone's colorful coats... argh, peer pressure!! XD;;;

How about my 1st poll??? :DPoll #1334421 Just Bought This Coat...
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Do you like this coat for me?